Posted by faven on November 19, 2003 at 13:57:35:
In Reply to: Running From Myself posted by Steven Lee on November 17, 2003 at 14:48:17:
: Just to run away from this agony, to
: Leave, to crawl away, and just hide from this strife, to
: Make a new identity, to start all over again, and to
: Get away from this fuck, this fuck they call life…
: Just to run away from all of my peers,
: And to never look back, with a new life ahead,
: To choke on my misery, to suck up my tears,
: To hide in the night, with the moon blazing red.
: Gotta run away, and never look behind,
: Gotta straighten my priorities, and in those to find,
: Something that has a meaning, none of this pointless fuck,
: Ill search. All my life. Even unto the crypt.
: I’m just like a car, but without no fuel,
: Running with no purpose, no motivation,
: Running from the life which treated me so cruel,
: Running from myself, my own creation.
: I’m running from myself,
: Got to be using all my stealth,
: I Gotta get away from me,
: Just to run away and flee.
: I’m sick of who I created,
: I made myself, who I’ve hated.
: So I just wanna run away,
: Just to go and leave to stay,
: There’s nothing in life to look forward to,
: I’m chased by my own beast, and I’m cornered too
: Only if I can run, just to run away,
: With nothing to deter me, to lead me astray,
: Just to leave this all, going into a new being,
: With nothing but bliss which I would be seeing.
: Yeah right, but nothings that easy, and I’m here to stay,
: And suffer the pain, ‘till my sanity gives way.
: You can’t understand, no ones in the position that I’m in,
: Not one has felt the anguish inside me,
: The sphere of compressed pain I’ve kept within,
: And now to release it all-pain to the hundredth degree.
: I just want to go away from the person I made myself,
: Just to sneak away, to escape, to run, even with little health,
: I’m fighting the impossible, outnumbered ten to one,
: So I’m left with one choice-just to let go and run.
: I’m running from myself,
: Got to be using all my stealth,
: I Gotta get away from me,
: Just to run away and flee.
: I’m sick of who I created,
: I made myself, who I have hated.
: So I just wanna run away,
: Just to go and leave to stay,